i think im getting so tired of everything again. life is starting its swirling staircase downwards again. temper had been very bad these few days. maybe is the lack of sleep that cause. and i get very annoyed when people whined to me about being tired when they can sleep like 8hours a day.
chinese new year in a day time and im not looking forward to it at all. i had been nagging by my parents for not getting any cny stuff. im such a bastard, i used up all the money they gave me on other things instead of my cny clothing. right now im so broke.
its really weird to not feel anything. not exactly sad because there is really nothing to be sad about. on the other hand, there is nothing really to be happy about too. it is just empty waiting for things to fill them in. and i dont know what to expect on what is the fillings.Pause and Break
he's ddeanie
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