did i even mention how pathetic i feel at times. i dont know why im so good at pretending happy when i know the mood for the day is like shit.
im very stressed, apparently at nothing or something that i cannot figure out. i want to stop whining but i cant seem to be able to find the way of letting it all out. i really wish there is someone comfortable that i can lean on.
life is making me miserable!
i just wana be happy...tell me how am i going to lead my life happily then. i dont know what i want at all now. perhaps i just really want to be alone.
im so tired~lastly i dont understand why, whenever i treat someone nice, i will ended up hurting myself. i feel like a fool being so nice to them when they dont even give a fucky damn shit about me.
now i gonna rewatch the touching episode of goong and make myself cry.
he's ddeanie
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