make it two entries. im feeling emotionally traumatised and it is killing me like nuts! i couldnt go to bed because im still waiting for your call. meanwhile eating my cheese and typing this.
my close ones should know about the stuffs i hated most. i kept telling myself to be understanding. yea but now, i seriously dont understand why it is so difficult for
someone to spend less than a minute to reply my sms-es.
i know i gonna get a pissed off reply like, "my friends are around so not convenient to reply or i didnt feel the vibration of the phone." if i have to be mean and ugly for once, i would say something like, "you could be there for your friends and work but you cant for me!"
yes it may sounds like im being childish over here but i dont give a damn!
i guessed there is no need having a good talk or perhaps there is. because what i think is, would you care? you may listen but at the end of the day it digested to nowhere. like i always say, action speaks louder than words. you can sweet talk, mention about dying and wanting to see me so badly that the end results is nothing...! to be honest, im very upset and disappointed.
it hurts thinking about all these stuffs even though i constantly reminding myself not to think so much. how i wished there is someone really comfortable for a conversation to relax everything. lastly, i think my handphone bill for this month will explode from the massive
waste of sms sent. well thats about all. i need to get out of these feelings for now and into my bed. going to be a long day later.
you could be there for your friends and work but you cant for me
he's ddeanie
|06:25|
