a night of random thoughts. i kept thinking of the past and im scared again. suffering in silence SUCKS...
i got a feeling that i will just hurt myself if i go on. i think its pointless. should i FORCE myself to put a halt to everything and let go?
its going downhilli wish there was a turning back,
to undo the mistake but not everything is reversible.
i guessed some feelings, when lost, can never be rekindled. but all i want is for things to restore to their original level, nothing further. but it seems like an almost impossible mission.
i hope god can sent signal to me.
xiao bai >=]
he's ddeanie
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