in kindergarden or in primary, theres always a topic about
my dream or
my ambition. n i nv fail to change e key word in tis topic which was, a designer/artist.
YOU ARE RIGHT MY BOI. but i was wrong. so so wrong. i can nv fit to b a designer or an artist. all those dreams, n thoughts are jus bullshit. yes bullshit is e word to discrible. thanks for tellin mi everything.
i believe tat if things were meant to be urs, then it will b. theres no need to waste any time n effort huntin for it. i had visited nafa n gone thru e interview. if design really meant to b mine, then nafa will intake mi. if not, im back to np to study mechanical engineering. even though i dislike engineerin, but i believe tat interest can b develop from it thru time.
i gt no regrets. i cannot blame anyone but myself. if i would haf study hard enuf, i might ended up in any of e jcs now.
oh well, i guess i made my mind clear. i will jus let time lead mi to where i supposed to b. im tired of my dreams. im losin interest in it. but still i love arts n designs.
he's ddeanie
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