ARGH BLOGGER IS GIVIN MI SO MUCH TROUBLE! KNNBCCB~
im dam sad la can?! no poly wans mi!! all thanks to tat boody 24 point i haf tat bring mi almost no where. im so farkin mad at myself la for not doin well. shuan words was rite, n i must thank him for e slaps n scoldin he gave mi. TP was e worst stop for today. my dreams jus shed into pieces.don wana illustrate too much. next was RP, quite alrite but i freakin hell screwed up e interview! ARGH KNNBCCB!! im so mad at myself la for doin so badly in o's. slaps should haf been given!!!
im so lost now la, i dono where to go. i jus gonna fill up e dam jae n jpsae application n pray fuckin hard tat i can get e course i wan loh. if not NAFA. but ITS SO FARKIN HELL EX LA!! 3yrs for about 10k loh!! where on earth to get tat sum of money! i don come from a rich family. furthermore my bro is gg uni soon n his cb course dam ex also la can!! i really don wish to let my parents pay tis sum of money loh. but wad other ways there r?!
im stressed out these 2days. i need a break. i cried quite alot too. i cried jus to make myself feel better ok!! tmr is valentine's day n i jus wish tat someone can bring my smile back for jus one day.
"24points n u r here fightin for a poly course? don waste ur time la, go ite pls"yea mayb u r rite, design isnt wad i wan afterall. i did horrible in tis sub n i don fit to b a designer. wad i've did r jus kindergarden work, rubbish...
dreams are BULLSHITS, reality are WORST
he's ddeanie
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